Am I not worth the roses?

Saturday was our 17th wedding anniversary and my husband went to costco and picked up some items to cook dinner. He also picked up a bunch of flowers. While I do not wish to sound ungrateful, I can’t help but wonder about his choice of flowers. He selected an easter bouquet over the roses….for our 17th anniversary.

I am not an easy person to love. I am bitchy, hormonal, and controlling just to name a few. I am also by far the worst back seat driver you have ever met and I have high expectations that almost always lead to devastating dissapointments. All of which are entirely my own fault. Of course Saturday was one of those dissapointment…daisy and carnations over roses. In all truth he would have been better off not getting me flowers at all. I would have been less dissapointed.

I know I am not easy to love. Maybe the truth is he only feels that I am worthy of the easter bouquet. Perhaps he doesnt want to buy me roses anymore. Is this what is really bothering me the most? Am I not worth the roses anymore?

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Author: nicolagraham84

British by birth, wife, mother of two living in So. Cal. Loves to write poetry, and Don't Look Back her first adult romance is out now.

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